Maybe you just need to spice up your wank material? If you get off to the same shit all the time, it can subconsciously bore you, even if you're 'technically' turned on by it.

Good news is, you (apparently) know enough about AI to make porn with it, so, you can make, literally anything that exists, and a whole lot of stuff that doesn't..

Even go outside your comfort zone if that's what it takes. So long as it doesn't negatively impact your mental state, or get you in trouble with the law; anything goes. Though, if other people use your PC, you may want to secure your more.. exploratory collection(in a locked folder, or some-such).

Oh, also, reduce wank frequency(unless you're already at something ludicrous, like once a month). Letting it build up will broaden what's able to get you up(as well as how quickly it does).

For me, I can do it once a day (@ age 45), but the experience is so much better if I hold off a few days. Though, if I go a full week or more, that's overkill.. At 6+ days, I'll end up waking up exactly an hour after I go to sleep(still half asleep, like, I'm 'awake' but the actions are mostly subconscious), with 2-3 fingers up my ass, poundin beef like it graped my first born child.

Granted, I'm older than I was.. So, that scenario is probably at 2+ weeks now.. But still. Gotta hit that before it hits me.

@Lazman Yeah, I'm aware of the things you mentioned, but thanks for taking the time to write it all out. Maybe someone else will find it useful, too. (Mostly my comment was just an attempt at being funny.)

I'll be hitting 50 in a few months. When I was 45, I was doing it once a day, too. Now I'm at 1-2 per month. I'm either mentally horny or physically horny, but rarely both at the same time. Just like George Carlin rarely being both fine and dandy at the same time. 😄

It's not a testosterone thing for me. I've been doing T injections for over 20 years now. That means my balls are the size of jellybeans, but it also means that a T deficiency shouldn't be standing in my way.

Funny thing is that at 45 I was using daily Cialis and still having problems staying hard, though not getting hard. Now, I'm not using it but don't need it. As it turns out, I was trying to do it every day because I was mentally horny but my body wasn't in the mood. Which is why now I'm doing it just whenever things line up right.

So yeah... Once a month IS ludicrous. I really wish I could do it more. I'm at 2 weeks now, and it'll probably be at least another week before the stars align for me. Maybe all the times I did it when I was younger are catching up to me. Like maybe we have only so many orgasms we can have in our lifetime and I'm close to using up my quota. 😩 When I was 18-22, I couldn't study or concentrate on anything if I didn't fire off 5 or 6 a day, very minimum 4.

@dita "doing T injections for over 20 years now" Issues, or is it a trans thing (no offence, I literally know nothing about you, biologically)?

"my balls are the size of jellybeans"

This could have something to do with it. Apparently, no balls, can lower one's libido, but small balls (especially that small, or ones suffering literal/permanent shrinkage), may potentially cause a notable reduction in libido.

I once knew this guy online that was perpetually horny. Like, apparently as a lifelong thing due in part to abuse issues as a child. And he (apparently) removed his own balls (yea, the guy had issues..). But, from what I gathered after that, his desire for sex kinda went off a cliff.

"every day because I was mentally horny"

Were you, though, like, Really..?

Or, is there perhaps a higher likelihood that you were bored, on a daily basis, and your mind simply defaulted to sex/porn due to ritual/habit, or lack of other outlets to alleviate one's boredom?

I've tried to get off before, because I wanted to get off, but wanting it, doesn't always align with being in the mood for it.

Myself, I often spend hours pouring over pornographic pictures/videos, or generating images, before I actually get off. And have several different fetishes. Some will work one day, but leave me limper than a rotten pickle the next (Like, I'll look at it and go 'wtf is wrong with me..). So, I find myself alternating.

Another thing is, when pictures won't work, sometimes a story will. Kinda like cyber sex, but, to yourself, lol.. Words can sometimes be more powerful than imagery, as it allows your mind to fill in the gaps, and you can craft it however you like, even going more personal, and accurate than AI is often capable of with images.

I'll often just sit there and jot out a sexual fantasy in real time, into a notepad on my phone, as it comes to me. Then, re-read it over after I've gotten a good several paragraphs out, or after the story has reached a transition/close.

"if I didn't fire off 5 or 6 a day"

That's nuts, I'm NGL. I didn't even do that when I was 16, but heard of people that did. At worst, I think 2x a day? For a short stint. IDK how people pull off 5-6.. You'd be shootin blanks at that point, and your cock would be raw. Maybe diff if you're uncut. But, I was mutilated against my will as a defenceless baby.. So, I lost much of the sensitivity in the head of my cock due to it rubbing against those hanes/fruit of de loom cotton(low-key, burlap sack) underwear..

"thanks for taking the time to write it all out"

No stress to me. I got nothin but time.. Mostly just sittin around waiting to eventually die from being too sedentary..

Another thing, try caressing it, no need to manhandle your meat. It should be sensitive enough to register some light squeezes/stroking.

BTW, sorry for taking so long to reply. It's been a while since I checked responses on here.

@Lazman It sounds like you and I are very alike in some ways—like “waiting to die from being sedentary”, lol. I relate too well. Anyway…

This thread is totally off-topic for the LoRA, so I’ll send you a private message and we can talk about it privately.