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- You can <a target="_blank" rel="ugc" href="https://ko-fi.com/s/871c97a47a">DOWNLOAD this model</a> as digital product or with <a target="_blank" rel="ugc" href="https://ko-fi.com/aixfunestudio/tiers">Membership</a>. - This model is part of November 2025 models collection for <a target="_blank" rel="ugc" href="https://ko-fi.com/aixfunestudio/tiers">AIxFun eStudio members</a>. - <a target="_blank" rel="ugc" href="https://civarchive.com/user/alexds9/models?sort=Newest">More cool models</a>.
ℹ️ Her breath clouds the window, the paint takes a long time to dry, resisting her hands. Colors settle into the chaos of her mind. A vortex around her pushes and pulls the flow of imagination into unexplored dimensions. The chaos within battles the canvas. Take your medication, a kind voice whispers. I know, I always do. A small doubt surfaces, I need to check. Yes, it is all fine, I just forgot what I did before. This blob will be the end of me. What can I do with it? Oh, it is morphing into a hippo, a vile animal. I need to smash it down before it attacks. A high-caliber brush always does the job. This came out pretty neat. Little lies remain beneath the surface, eyes glaring at me. What do they want? Monsters from the past never rest for long. Everything is OK. 
<h3 id="how-it-works">How it works?</h3><ol><li>Choose Product or Subscribe:
<ul><li>Get this model via a Ko-fi product, or
</li><li>Join the appropriate membership tier:
<ul><li>Model released during current month: Current Month Content
</li><li>If model released in previous months: All Months Content
</li></ul></li></ul></li><li>You will be prompted to link your Hugging Face and Ko-fi emails. Hugging Face access is checked by email, which might be different from your Ko-fi email. You will receive a link from Ko-fi to add the email and continue.
</li><li>Request Access on Hugging Face: After you acquired product or subscription, you’ll receive a link to a gated Hugging Face repository.
<ul><li>Click "Request Access".
</li><li>Your access will be approved automatically within a minute.
</li></ul></li><li>Download &amp; Use: You can then download and use the model under the license provided in the repository (LICENSE.md).
</li></ol><h2 id="why-i-created-my-own-access-control">Why I Created My Own Access Control</h2>I have been a creator on Civitai since December 2022. My goal has always been to help make model training, design, and development a sustainable, professional activity, not only for myself, but for other creators too. Supporting people who want to create models professionally is good for users, for creators, for the entire community, including Civitai itself.
Civitai has shared some of this vision and has tried to create ways to support creators. Unfortunately, their current Creators Program has serious problems:
<ul><li>Civitai was deplatformed by payment processors and operates at a loss.
</li><li>The current compensation model pays creators mainly for model usage in the generator.
</li><li>Early Access limits paid access to only 15 days, after which models must be free.
</li><li>Buzz extraction value has dropped to ~45% of its original worth, making withdrawals basically a 55% fee.
</li><li>Bugs and creator feedback are ignored for months, and several team members who used to listen have left.
</li></ul>I believe this system is unfair, harmful, and exploitative. Creators should be able to:
<ul><li>Sell models without arbitrary time limits.
</li><li>Pay a fair platform fee of 15% or less.
</li></ul>Civitai briefly tested a much better system called Clubs in early 2024, which worked well for creators, but it was canceled after backlash from a loud minority that opposed fair creator compensation. I have long hoped Civitai would fix these issues, as I’ve suggested in my articles:
<ul><li><a target="_blank" rel="ugc" href="https://civarchive.com/articles/15463/a-critically-needed-change-to-early-access">A Critically Needed Change to Early Access</a>
</li><li><a target="_blank" rel="ugc" href="https://civarchive.com/articles/12148/changes-needed-when-all-checkpoints-become-available-in-the-generator">Changes Needed When All Checkpoints Become Available in the Generator</a>
</li><li><a target="_blank" rel="ugc" href="https://civarchive.com/articles/12151/improvements-to-early-access">Improvements to Early Access</a>
</li><li><a target="_blank" rel="ugc" href="https://civarchive.com/articles/11274/new-creators-program-issues-and-solutions">New Creators Program: Issues and Solutions</a>
</li></ul>But nothing has changed. Bugs remain unresolved, feedback is ignored, and I’ve lost optimism about Civitai’s willingness to improve.
That’s why I’ve decided to experiment with my own alternative access control system, a fairer way to share models with users who value my work.

Hyperthick Belles Illustrious

ℹ️ Her breath clouds the window, the paint takes a long time to dry, resisting her hands. Colors settle into the chaos of her mind. A vortex around her pushes and pulls the flow of imagination into unexplored dimensions. The chaos within battles the canvas. Take your medication, a kind voice whispers. I know, I always do. A small doubt surfaces, I need to check. Yes, it is all fine, I just forgot what I did before. This blob will be the end of me. What can I do with it? Oh, it is morphing into a hippo, a vile animal. I need to smash it down before it attacks. A high-caliber brush always does the job. This came out pretty neat. Little lies remain beneath the surface, eyes glaring at me. What do they want? Monsters from the past never rest for long. Everything is OK.

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