Accepting a RED World: Posting through my feelings

I don't have a way to explain my thoughts or justify myself sounding like whining so this will just be what it will be. Don't donate Buzz to this, I'll just donate it back.

When the website split in two, the communication that I read and understood was that .COM was for SFW and .RED was for everything else; that their memberships were separate and the only way to generate R+ content was Yellow Buzz and crypto-backed memberships or Buzz purchases. Even now, buying a Bronze membership tells that it's only for SFW generation, and that NSFW remains locked behind Yellow Buzz.

But that's not accurate.

A Bronze membership, purchased on .COM lets you continue using Blue Buzz to gen on .RED. Additionally, whatever choices or error led to PG-13 being hidden on .COM has been adjusted so you can that my SFW/SFW-ish work can appear (though I did find it asks for Yellow Buzz for some PG-13 images...)

Where does that leave me?

Why am I still whining about this?

First and foremost, it's because I care. I've met some great friends here, and continue to do so every day, and I'm not ready or enthusiastic to walk away from the community I've found. I don't like how jank this site can be, I don't like how poor communication can be, and I don't like how I don't know on any given day if what I make is seen by anyone because of website or notification issues.

I want to stay around because I love you all. I love your stories, your characters, your art, your creativity. I want to be a part of that. I'm still not sure about restarting long term creative projects, but you'll see my posts as I try to suck up Buzz. I don't know where this road ends. I don't know if Bronze memberships will someday revert back to SFW only, or if something else will change then revert with a vague Discord message being the only communication. I don't like being dramatic, and these last few weeks feels like an extended hissy fit from me.

But I guess I'm not quite as gone as I thought I was going to be. Don't donate Buzz to this, save it for bounties or rewarding creativity. Don't reward my whinging lol

-EmmiAI 💛💙